The Truth..

Loss is loss, no mater big or small..We are all perishable,Why do we forget that??All what is left behind is a meaningless body..All its essence is lost..
LIFE-Its not infinite which we all forget..Its finite..You leave and everything else still moves on..Who so ever it is, in whatever way MOVES ON.
Life is like a flame of a lamp.Brightens up everything, everywhere but just takes a moment to go dark..Just a second to die down and then nothing is left..Just ashes and memories of your whole life..


Someone you love, you hug,feel their warmth, recognize them by their smell, embrace them is burnt to ashes in a few minutes??Its seems everything else before that moment was pointless..


You can never be prepared for death..NEVER!!!All of a sudden a chapter finishes..Maybe it starts somewhere else again, but for you-ITS OVER..You make your whole life with someone, get to know them, their habits, love them but then you yourself put their body to rest..Ignite with your own hands..But what can you do, coz what is their in front of you is really not who you knew..Its sad, its unavoidable, its hurting, its painful, But you cant Escape..

For my Darling Wife!!

Darling, you are my angel,

You are not just my wife,

You are the meaning to me,

You are my complete life.

To see the morning in your eyes,

To wake up in the essence of your hair,

Nothing more I would want,

For nothing more I would care.

The way you look, the way you smile,

Especially when you wake up early,

I could live looking at you,

Even breathing won’t be necessary.

With your wet hair after a bath,

When you sprinkle drops everywhere,

It’s like a rainfall of bliss,

All for only me to share.

When only I know every inch of you,

Like the small spot in your right eye,

Feels like I have conquered the world,

And I could fly away high.

I love To stroke your hair,

           To kiss your tummy,

           And to rub our feet    

           together.

          

           To feel your breath,

           Every drop of your 

           sweat,

           To feel our heart beats together.

To fall in love with you is the best thing I have ever done,

And will always love you more and more each day, coz sweetheart you are one in a million.

Darling, you are my angel,

You are not just my wife,

You are the meaning to me,

You are my Complete Life.

"The Box Of Our Moments"..

It started with the first time you looked at me,

It started from that very moment indeed,

I began to collect our every second together,

Every meeting, every chat and our every little deed.

I put them all in a box,

“The Box Of Our Moments” it is,

Made of just love and more love,

With two hearts tangled together at its lid.

Our first chat 12 years ago,

Which lit up my eyes so bright,

Our first handshake as friends,

And even our first fight.

The first time you smiled at me,

Your proposal on the boat,

Our first date together,

When I was cold and you gave me your coat.

The first time I cooked for you,

When we slept under the stars in a blanket,

Our first hug, our first kiss,

When we together watched the sunset.

The first time you held my hand,

Shyly while crossing the road,

Our first walk down the street,

When heavily it poured.

Our first sunrise together,

On the sands, snuggling close,

Our first candlelight dinner and drive,

All of this far back it goes.

First time we said I love you,

And you ask “Will You marry me?”

Every moment I have kept safe,

However little it be.

“The Box of our moments”

More memories and love I add every minute,

So baby, lift up d lid and collect all of it,

‘Coz a peaceful smile is what you’ll get.

We would share our happiness, our joy, our pain;

Forever and always our love will remain.

............

आहटें सुनाई देती हैं तेरे आने की,
यह आहट है या तेरा एहसास,
रूह के हर एक रेशे को छू लेता है तू,
मेरा इश्क तू, मेरा जूनून तू,
तू ही है मेरी हर एक सांस।

Living In The Moment

I have lost the ability to write,
I don’t think I can express myself anymore,
Can’t find words for what I want to say,
Not knowing where my heart I can pour.


It’s just a monotonous routine every day,
There is nothing to stimulate my soul,
Just waiting for the time my dreams are going to come true,
As though in my heart there is a hole.


Is this what it all winds up to,
That I can’t lie my present by being in the moment,
That I keep waiting for “The Time”,
Or smiling at what the past meant.


Is this called life which is always stuck?
Getting grounded between my future and past,
Is this called life where I don’t enjoy the gift of today?
Forgetting that every moment doesn’t forever last.


I think it’s time I picked up my baggage,
I think it’s time to realise,
I think it’s time I truly let go,
And understand that only in today happiness lies.


I have wasted enough time, wasted enough thoughts,
But it’s never ever too late,
Why not just be in the moment,
And leave rest to god, to fate.


So from now on a Promise I make,
To myself and only me,
I won’t dwell upon my past or dream of future,
The beauty in this moment is all I’ll see.

Last Kiss

With every breath I take,

To you I am a second closer,

Every time I think of you,

I would miss you a moment lesser.

With just these words I keep moving on,

Pretending to all that I am very strong,

Your smile and your love keeps me together,

To wait for our time of "Happily Ever After".

But I know sweetheart you’ll surely keep your promise,

And return before I loose the taste of our LAST KISS..

365 Letters Waiting..

I wrote you a letter for every single day

That you were missed,

Smiled to myself every time I thought

Of the times we kissed.

Have 365 letters with me now,

It’s been a year since you went away,

Each letter will just tell you how much I love you,

And how much you were missed each day.

Your Kisses and your ways :*

You kiss me when I am happy,

You kiss me when I am low,

You kiss me with my Yes,

And even with my No.

We kiss to celebrate,

And for no reason at all,

Skipping a beat every time,

Like a free fall.

You kiss me to say sorry,

Or to say I am the most beautiful lady,

To wipe off my tears,

Or to tell me how much you missed me.

We kiss when we see each other after ages,

Or even when we wake up in the morning so close,

You kiss me on the cheek, chin and lips,

And even on the nose.

You kiss me when you want me,

And when secretly you get any chance,

We kiss when we are driving together,

Sometimes even during a dance.

Be it romantically or just out of habit,

We do kiss countlessly,

But a kiss is always and always there,

No matter what the situation be.

So many kisses and so many ways,

A kiss is like our signature style,

But the kiss which I love the most,

Is our kiss when we start to smile.

For You GrandMa..

Its been years and years since then,
But it all just seems like yesterday,
When holding your finger in my hand,
We would go to the park to play.


You would push me on the swing,
Quickly pick me up when i'd fall,
And wipe the mud off me and say,
"Aren't you my strong Doll?"


Giving me a goody every now and then,
Your pampering would never lag,
I would proudly walk back from school with you,
Me having an ice-cream and you holding my bag.


All the bedtime stories you made,
All the times I climbed on your back,
When it was time for you to go,
Clinging onto your leg to not let you pack.


But as the time moved on and years went by,
Your wrinkles getting darker I could see,
But our love was still the same-unshakable,
With you "The Baby Granddaughter" I could be.


I held you, supported you, gave you all I could,
The fear of loosing you grew day by day,
But anything for your smile and happiness Grandma,
Our precious moments together slowly took that fear away.


Today I look back all those years,
And miss you truly each day,
I become a child again with just your thought,
But now Granny, even I have my hair grey.


I still go to the park beside the house,
To the same swing under the tree,
But now someone holds MY finger in her hand,
Yes, Your Baby granddaughter is now a Grandmom, u see..

Long Distance Love

This long distance is so killing me

How much more do I have to wait for you baby?

All my friends have their ‘Someone special’ here

Why r you so far away, why can’t you be near?

I also wanna go on trips with you

But even our hours of talking have reduced to just a few

When would we go for movies together?

Our time together just seems farther and farther

Candlelight dinners, I want them too

I just don’t understand what to do

Long drives in the rain, Sweetie when will that be?

When from the phone you’ll come into reality

Is our relationship just meant for waiting and not seeing each other

What is the whole point then of Us being together.