Married :)

Its like ever since we got married
I've gotten all what I need
Maybe way more than what I deserve
And so I am left with no greed

I have reached a state which perhaps
Is known as nirvana or bliss
All my desires have vanished
And there is nothing more that I miss

After a very long day's work
When we haven't seen each other all day
I know I'll get to sleep in your arms
And a whispering goodnight in my ears you'll say

I don't want any more vacations
I just feel like being home with you
Can go days without seeing anyone
All I need is our home and jut US two

I don't have to search for my phone
To tell you my happiness or fears
Baby, I don't have to wait for you
You are right here to wipe my tears

Even when at I am sad at times
You know what, I am happy from within
'Coz I know you'll take my blue away
And my heart again you'll win

However tough the day might be ahead
I know I can I wake up immersed in your love
And good morning kisses definitely a million

I thank God for blessing me with such an amazing person
And I thank you for making my life so happy, fresh and new
I feel so lucky, the luckiest wife ever
Baby with all my heart I love you!!!

Rains!!!!

I am sitting on my terrace, next to the hammock, staring across d washed earth,
With a steaming cup of tea in my hand and thoughts for once in dearth.

The flowers are all glistening and happily they sway, enjoying the leftover drizzle,
Seems like even Gods are enjoying their work of art, playing with the bells in a distant chapel.

The whisking wind is as though, sweeping the wind chime off its feet,
Shyly and timidly it tinkles, synchronised like a heartbeat.

I cant get enough of rains, I love the magic they spread around,
Everything gets joyous, Everything gets festive, from the Skies till the Ground...

The Truth..

Loss is loss, no mater big or small..We are all perishable,Why do we forget that??All what is left behind is a meaningless body..All its essence is lost..
LIFE-Its not infinite which we all forget..Its finite..You leave and everything else still moves on..Who so ever it is, in whatever way MOVES ON.
Life is like a flame of a lamp.Brightens up everything, everywhere but just takes a moment to go dark..Just a second to die down and then nothing is left..Just ashes and memories of your whole life..


Someone you love, you hug,feel their warmth, recognize them by their smell, embrace them is burnt to ashes in a few minutes??Its seems everything else before that moment was pointless..


You can never be prepared for death..NEVER!!!All of a sudden a chapter finishes..Maybe it starts somewhere else again, but for you-ITS OVER..You make your whole life with someone, get to know them, their habits, love them but then you yourself put their body to rest..Ignite with your own hands..But what can you do, coz what is their in front of you is really not who you knew..Its sad, its unavoidable, its hurting, its painful, But you cant Escape..

For my Darling Wife!!

Darling, you are my angel,

You are not just my wife,

You are the meaning to me,

You are my complete life.

To see the morning in your eyes,

To wake up in the essence of your hair,

Nothing more I would want,

For nothing more I would care.

The way you look, the way you smile,

Especially when you wake up early,

I could live looking at you,

Even breathing won’t be necessary.

With your wet hair after a bath,

When you sprinkle drops everywhere,

It’s like a rainfall of bliss,

All for only me to share.

When only I know every inch of you,

Like the small spot in your right eye,

Feels like I have conquered the world,

And I could fly away high.

I love To stroke your hair,

           To kiss your tummy,

           And to rub our feet    

           together.

          

           To feel your breath,

           Every drop of your 

           sweat,

           To feel our heart beats together.

To fall in love with you is the best thing I have ever done,

And will always love you more and more each day, coz sweetheart you are one in a million.

Darling, you are my angel,

You are not just my wife,

You are the meaning to me,

You are my Complete Life.

"The Box Of Our Moments"..

It started with the first time you looked at me,

It started from that very moment indeed,

I began to collect our every second together,

Every meeting, every chat and our every little deed.

I put them all in a box,

“The Box Of Our Moments” it is,

Made of just love and more love,

With two hearts tangled together at its lid.

Our first chat 12 years ago,

Which lit up my eyes so bright,

Our first handshake as friends,

And even our first fight.

The first time you smiled at me,

Your proposal on the boat,

Our first date together,

When I was cold and you gave me your coat.

The first time I cooked for you,

When we slept under the stars in a blanket,

Our first hug, our first kiss,

When we together watched the sunset.

The first time you held my hand,

Shyly while crossing the road,

Our first walk down the street,

When heavily it poured.

Our first sunrise together,

On the sands, snuggling close,

Our first candlelight dinner and drive,

All of this far back it goes.

First time we said I love you,

And you ask “Will You marry me?”

Every moment I have kept safe,

However little it be.

“The Box of our moments”

More memories and love I add every minute,

So baby, lift up d lid and collect all of it,

‘Coz a peaceful smile is what you’ll get.

We would share our happiness, our joy, our pain;

Forever and always our love will remain.

............

आहटें सुनाई देती हैं तेरे आने की,
यह आहट है या तेरा एहसास,
रूह के हर एक रेशे को छू लेता है तू,
मेरा इश्क तू, मेरा जूनून तू,
तू ही है मेरी हर एक सांस।

Living In The Moment

I have lost the ability to write,
I don’t think I can express myself anymore,
Can’t find words for what I want to say,
Not knowing where my heart I can pour.


It’s just a monotonous routine every day,
There is nothing to stimulate my soul,
Just waiting for the time my dreams are going to come true,
As though in my heart there is a hole.


Is this what it all winds up to,
That I can’t lie my present by being in the moment,
That I keep waiting for “The Time”,
Or smiling at what the past meant.


Is this called life which is always stuck?
Getting grounded between my future and past,
Is this called life where I don’t enjoy the gift of today?
Forgetting that every moment doesn’t forever last.


I think it’s time I picked up my baggage,
I think it’s time to realise,
I think it’s time I truly let go,
And understand that only in today happiness lies.


I have wasted enough time, wasted enough thoughts,
But it’s never ever too late,
Why not just be in the moment,
And leave rest to god, to fate.


So from now on a Promise I make,
To myself and only me,
I won’t dwell upon my past or dream of future,
The beauty in this moment is all I’ll see.