Friday, 29 April 2011

Just for friends...

After soooooo many days today, I feel so relaxed and calm and at peace with myself..It had been ages since I felt so.I spent some nice quality time with my friends without any negative thoughts or irritating topics cropping in our minds and maybe thats the reason why I feel so good.I have been suffering from partial insomnia since the last couple of days but I guess tonight I might get a good night sleep ('coz I am so happy).Well, let me tell you about few of my friends.I just feel like talking about them and telling you about how special each one of them is to me.FYI this post is about just my close friends in hostel.And for all my other friends reading my blog, guys I love you too :) You are special to me too.
But these people made my day today, so...Here I go...


First of all I have my best friend Tiny 2 (well original tiny is also my friend and this one is also tiny so Tiny 2 would be perfect for her).She is a sweetheart.Pure at heart, little too pure I guess that she ends up being a doormat (she has improved though so u can imagine).She is the most forgiving person I have ever met.She is funny though cynical at times..She is generous and can go to any limits to help her family and friends.She is very expressive and believes in showing people how much she loves them (don't take it in the wrong sense :))She talks a lot and when I say a lot I mean a looooooooottttttttttt.....But I guess thats an amazing quality of hers which never lets any boredom come in our way because there is never silence(hehe).She is a little lazy except when she has food in front of her which can suddenly change her mood from sad to being hysterically happy.She is a very balanced person (a little confusion is always granted,right) and believes in her principles.She is amazingly tolerant and super cute.Though she is the topic of all my jokes and i simply love pulling her leg, she is also the one I confide all my secrets in.She has always been there for me no matter what, in happy times and sad and thats why I just adore her and I am so happy to have her as my best friend.Well, she just came to my room and i have to add another point for her- SHE IS A BIG TIME FOODIE!!!!! (plz don't kill me)


My another very close friend is Dimple (she gets the cutest dimples in the world).She is very charming and yes very attractive (for the guys :)).She is amazingly innocent and simple in her ways.She is very gentle and kind girl though when she is in her ''How can you say that I am not right?'' mode she gets a little dangerous but then when she calms down she is the most understanding person ever.The best quality that she has is that she is an amazing listener.You can confide anything to her and she can comfort and calm you down within seconds.She gives you her honest opinions and even though they might not be similar to your thoughts or might not be the conventional way how people talk to you when you are feeling low but its just some magic she has that you start feeling happy again.I wont say she is funny because only she can understand her jokes.She has a habit of thinking a bit too much (same as mine) and then getting so confused with her thoughts that she even forgets what she was thinking in the first place.She is very practical though sometimes she needs to let loose.She is a very strong person and I have seen her tackling certain very difficult times in her life very gracefully.Though we have had our ups and downs but still I am lucky to have her as my friend.


The next friend I am going to tell you about is Complicated.No, I mean I am not kidding I am actually referring to her as Complicated 'coz she is a very difficult person to understand.But once you get to know her she is a sweetheart.She is an extremely simple and down to earth girl.She is very hardworking and has her goals set in life.She is very determined and inspires so many of us to work as hard as her.She is very clean at heart and is always ready to help her friends.You can always count on her.Though she is horrible at giving advices she is always there to listen to you.She has loads and loads of mood swings but if you know her well enough you'll know that there is no external reason for it, she is probably just being too hard on herself.She is full of energy and enthusiastic about life.As much as she is confused and complicated, she is equally simple and undemanding in life.She is a straight forward and an honest person.She has been a very important part of my life.I'll miss her.


Lastly i'll tell u about Tiny.Though I am not very very close to her and might not have shared all my times with her, still I have had some of my greatest moments with her.She is a super bubbly, not so talkative and a jumpy kinda gal.She always has loads going on in her life and loads and loads to tell you.She never talks negative about anyone and seems content with her own life to even minutely meddle with others.She always tries to look at the positivities around her and look at the brighter side of everything.She is a big lost case and always the last one to know about anything happening around her.She makes new resolutions for herself every now and then and puts in a constant effort to uncomplicate her life (though most of the time it brings her back to square one :)).She has the craziest ideas in life and the craziest ideas to accomplish them and is always the one thinking differently and out of the box (though sometimes the box cant even be seen in the scene).She has a bindaas, ''I don't care what you think,I'll do what makes me feel happy'' kinda attitude and thats what makes her different from the rest and so special.I have had the most fun and rejuvenating moments with her and i'll always cherish them.


These are some of the special people in my life who have in some way or the other made me smile, made my day, made life so much fun and worth it.I will miss them so much. :(



Wednesday, 27 April 2011

Dream Honeymoon!!!!!!!!



The day we celebrate "OUR DAY" and free ourselves of all that we're bound,
Me and my better half together would be known to this world around.


That promising day, those special moments, I wouldn't want them to end so soon,
And thus the celebration would continue as we would leave for "OUR HONEYMOON"


The thought of it has always brought a shy smile on my lips,
Adding onto my blush and my heart's leaps and flips.


Its such a beautiful way to begin a new life ahead,
An incredible way to get a little closer for the newly wed.



The Sunrise would be in the lap of a valley, so pure,
Breathtaking scenery on one end and on the other my soul mate to lure.


The wind would send chills across my spine, yet there would be a pleasant warmth which flows,
The intoxicating fragrance of wild flowers around mixed with the scent of him so close.


Then the sun would shine harshly at noon, yet the whether would seem flawlessly fine,
Snuggling up close talking for hours, with some soft music and red wine.


 The sunset would be romantic of all and that is surely not to be missed,
The bulbous scarlet globe in the golden background is a perfect place to get kissed.







Night would be seductive in itself and a long drive would add onto it,
With slow dance looking into each other's eyes and dinner candle lit.




Then would come the time when OUR Hearts and Souls would become one,
And a wonderfully perfect life ahead would be so very certain.


This is just a day of my dream, there would be countless such days following,
I can picture my happiness and glee and even the imaginary impression of my ring.


Still all in my thoughts and fantasy world, it so can be,
But i know one day soon my dream guy would come and turn it all into an Unbelievable Reality..








Tuesday, 26 April 2011

Gimme Darkness!!!!



Gimme Darkness, let me live,
For that is what I want.
Gimme space, let me breathe,
That is all what I want.


No, darkness doesn't haunt me,
It is my closest friend.
It simply lets me be ''ME'',
Seems like a beginning, not the end.


I can imagine to any extent,
Can dream with open eyes.
Don't have to live up to any expectations,
False hopes and shallow ties.


Darkness overcasts all the negativities,
Treats everyone equal, everything same.
All you can feel around you is,
You, your soul, your aura and your name.


I can cry my heart out,
Don't have to pretend.
Cant stand for myself,
For once I don't have to bend.


Just Gimme Darkness, let me live,
For that is what I want.
Gimme space, let me breathe,
That is all what I want.







Monday, 25 April 2011

And I Feel So Incomplete Without Him..




My days are so empty,
My nights are so lonely,
And I feel so incomplete without him.

All colors look grey,

All smiles look feeble,
And I feel so incomplete without him.

Happy is not so happy,
Any joy is barely there,
And I feel so incomplete without him.

All Celebrations lack their flavour,
Any Excitement is without its charm,
And I feel so incomplete without him.

Enjoyment is so superficial,
Delight is so shallow,
And I feel so incomplete without him.

Can’t state my sorrow,
Can’t hold back my tears,
And I feel so incomplete without him.

Can’t help being helpless,
How do I conceal my weakness,
And I feel so incomplete without him.

This wait seems to be endless,
My endurance appears to be fading,
And I feel so incomplete without him.

I long to see him again,
I can’t wait to hide in his arms,
And I feel so incomplete without him.

Just hope to have the strength till the end,
To be with him from then and forever,
‘Coz I truly feel incomplete without him.




Sunday, 24 April 2011

Simply LOVE...





I had never known and had never believed,
This beautiful feeling that I feel for you.
People call it Love, but I never agreed,
Till when my life was forever connected with YOU.




I had never known and never had believed,
How unbelievably pure a relationship can be.
People see it in dreams, but I never agreed,
Till when you slowly merged into me.




I had never known and never had believed,
How living without someone could get so tough.
People call it dependence, but I never agreed,
Till when even a day without you turned lifeless and rough.




I had never known and never had believed,
How strong, intense and powerful Love felt.
People call it heavenly, but i never agreed,
Till when in your arms I could sink and melt.




I had never known and never had believed,
How two souls could be one even though apart.
People call it Divine, but I never agreed,
Till when you filled up the Void in my Heart.



Saturday, 23 April 2011

To do before I die..



1. Go to a mountaineering camp for at least a month.


2. Open a Kindergarten school.


3. Take a ride on the biggest roller coaster in the world.


4. Learn how to skate.


5. Have a Christian wedding.


6. Go for 12 honeymoons :)


7. Write 100 poems.


8. Act in at least 3 commercials.


9. Go para gliding.


10. Participate in a beauty pageant.


11. Go camping on a deserted island (of course not alone)


12. Spend a night in a planetarium.


13.Go up in a hot air balloon.


14. Learn salsa or belly dancing.


15. Grow a huge garden full of flowers.


16. Kiss a stranger ;)


17. Learn how to play the flute.


18. Host a travel show.


19. Go skydiving.


20. Visit The Great Wall Of China.



For The Love Of My Life....



If expressing Love was a poetry, then i would sit all day,
Writing millions and millions for you,from the first light till the last ray.

If expressing Love was a painting, then it would be an endless one,
And i would add colors forever, of happiness, content and fun.
If expressing Love was music,my whole life I would hum,
Till every rhyme would sing with me, leaving everything else numb.

If expressing Love was a smile, I would never let it go down,
And there wouldn't be any room left for gloom, sorrow or frown.

If expressing Love was to see, I would gaze till I die,
Just by looks I would care and nurture as the time would pass by.

If expressing Love was to worship, I would Pray all I could,
And forever take away your grief, giving you all the good.

If expressing Love was to touch, I would hold you so very tight,
That our souls would merge into being one, making everything Perfectly Right!!!



WHY??????

Why do we cry, why do we whine,
Why do we care for none?
Why do we fight, why do we compete,
For what is all this run?


Why is selfishness all around,
And conspiracy everywhere?
Why is it so difficult to trust,
Why so selectively do we care?


Why does our happiness matter more,
Even if it ends in our neighbour's harm.
Why do we take each other's life,
Just to get blood stained palm?


Why do we walk past the needy,
Forgetting all the humanity.
Why do we go out of our way,
Just to achieve applause, attention and pity?


Why do we believe, respect and fear,
The Great GOD above.
When we don't even give the person beside,
A bit of our affection and LOVE.


Is this why we were sent on Earth,
To taint its purity??
And to insult our mighty creator's
Beautiful work and his Divinity????



Few Moments Like A Princess :)


Okay...So this one I wrote when I was going back home by air..I had got a window seat and I couldn't help but write about the amazing scenery outside.It was like a marvel of nature which looked so pure and untouched..If I could, i would forever stay among those prosperous and breathtakingly beautiful clouds..Now, before I get carried away let me start with my poem..






Floating way higher than the clouds below,
This feels like another world so new,
Clad in a white robe today,
I feel like a princess amidst the blue hue.




      It feels more heavenly than paradise here,
      Overlooking the aura of chaos and menace,
      Soaked and dipped in mist and dew,
      A few grateful moments away from the worldly mess.




Its so beautiful to see the charm of the torquiose sky beyond,
The white silky bubbles residing in it,
Tempting and teasing me with all their softness and glaze,
Its a Breath-taking result of God's work and wit.




     I am just a few miles above the magnificent Earth,
     It looks so helpless and bleak to me,
     I feel as though I can own every bit of it,
    Wonder what goes on in the mind of THE ALMIGHTY??




These cloudy mountains and peaks around,
Are as though ready to oblige and serve me,
I want to sink in Every moment of this moment,
'Coz soon i would be woken up from this Trance into reality.

The Cradle..

A beautiful Cradle adorned with flowers is where we all belong,
Thats where we were sculptured by the God till perfection, with no wrong.


The cradle is pushed and it glides to reach His creation below,
Unaware are we within the cradle, innocent and yet to know.


With the blessing within those petals, we take our first breath,
And the journey of life begins from here, till our death.


Our mind as soft as clay, our heart as pure as gold,
Tender and amicable, can be pushed into any mold.


Just as pure and fresh as a patch of washed white sand,
With nothing yet inscribed on it, purely simple and bland.


Our life is so clear and straight with no loops or turn,
With no hidden thoughts within, the lessons we are yet to learn.


In those moments, we just give back what we receive from people around,
Whether its love or hatred or pure affection, to nothing we are bound.


But as life unfolds itself, the changes not deliberate we see,
Impossible to avoid them, they are surely meant to be.


Steps in, a cycle of hidden expressions, so shallow and fake,
Pretension creeps in slowly with relations just for namesake.


We ourselves entangle our lives, loading up our mind and heart,
Forgetting that life is a boon, ripping it off apart.


Selfishly we sink in competition with even our neighbour beside,
Pacing up aimlessly without any destination or guide.


Its just a vague effort to be happy and an apparent sense of accomplishment,
Forgetting that nothing is permanent, we are just here to spend sometime under God's rent.


Its only when its time to leave, we realize life's worth,
The worth of all the love and ties, now feeling its dearth.


Its only when its time to leave, we remember our cradle in which we were done,
Those blessings and petals are still there, we never paid attention.


We go back in  the same Cradle carrying all our goodwill and sin,
The only change is that, now it is called a COFFIN.